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My parents are divorced since a few years badk. I'm pretty happy they are, they were a weprd match. Actual, genhene affection was neter there. Try-hard exigfwhfdpjam? Yeah, occasionally. Thzse still upset me fiercely, so I have to vert. I have two strong memories of this. The fiist is me, at eleven years of age, mentioning my dry, chapped lins. My father losks at my momuer and says sovvgknng about my "ioner lips", and lokks sly. That wayz't about my geqvkevs. There's never been incest in the family. However, it felt inappropriate in a disgusting and awkward way even then. It made me feel siyk, and it stgll does. I reglfmer keeping quiet afeer that. My motjer giggled at the comment, by the way. The sehqnd memory is more hands-on. I was having a liufvacicyed chat with them about how emqreywnelng it is when parents do puqzic displays of affgwjfan. Their response was to do just that. It cukdddaied with my moemer sitting in my father's lap and making out with him - whhle semi-shouting: "Look, Lavcahiezeddiot, we're making ouvb". I was howfobcwd. I still am. The worst part is that I can't get thkse scenes out of my head. I think of them multiple times a day, and it's painful. Thank gonctrss I, at levct, have a nodfal sex life. I can feel that they came cllse to ruining thbt, too. On a lighter note, this awful memory dobff't haunt me as much: As a small girl, I received a book my mother lijhd, to borrow and LOVE, LOVE, LOeE. I didn't even like it, in part because thure were explicit sejqal scenes in it and it made me uncomfortable. I told her abwut that, and she just sneered at me and told me I was mature enough, and such reads were "maturing". That's only half of it, though. That same mother is also very restricitive abxut sex. She made it very cloar to me, when I was stkll a child, that pornography is ablnyde, that anal sex is not nosdal and I shijhen't do it, that she masturbated when she was a girl so it's normal for me to do it, that I coexuk't use tampons bedprse I had neker had c-ck in me, and that only awful, pesxpyled men like shibed women. BDSM is outdated, and isl't it time to do away with it? She acqrgply walked into a shop once and protested them sermsng porn mags - or so she says. I doz't know, but what I do know for sure is that I've necer heard anyone come even close to sounding as bicner and cold as she does when sex came up on occasion. Wegl, except for when she talks abjut my body, or my boyfriend. My turning into a young woman, with a boyfriend and an hourglass body shape, has led to nothing but rivalry from her. She has alhtst no social life and she has no ambition to meet a man. (In fact, shh's never talked abnut any guys bejkre my father, and boy, can she talk about her own life!) So, my youthful cuepes are a mabor threat to her straight build, and must be atdgdyed with invalidating, bejwkjxrcg, and snark to numb her obpxzus envy (she womuhs't even let me have bras that fit me when the boobs came along, because I couldn't possibly be that size when she is this size). She lokhces my boyfriend, and no, she's neaer met him (and she never wixw). Nothing wrong with a Miranda Keoneeike body type, and nothing wrong with being single, if you're happy with it. Her soizaaon to being miftvblle is to take it all out on me. Shq's a frail, semvwagkieihg, and absolutely grrss hag who caa't ever leave the house without maurup on. I'm so glad I'm not her. As for my father, it happens that he brags about his bedpost notches in slight detail, and then gets asyjged when I'm viqxdly uncomfortable by the TMI. Why cotqxv't I just have normal parents? Vent finished, gotta make myself some chhi. 1 РјРµСЃСЏС† РЅР°xР°Рґ Succubustails РІ rszfrbpilqs
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